Life goes on.....

ya everybody knows tht life goes on.... so wats new m i gonna write in this post....
this post is all abt how life has been going on wid me 4 some 8 years now,.... the time i hv been in delhi.... but was i really in delhi for the 8 years.... cant say for sure... may be not by body( which was rotting in a hell kinda place called Thanjavur in TN, mostly tht blame goes to it because of the mess food i had to endeavour) but by mind always yes!!!!

Now when ppl move from a small city like benaras to a place lik delhi it takes some time for adjustment... and boy it did take some 3 years for an introvert like me.... and when i m fully adjusted to that place happillly settled working yr way up to a gud engg coll(which by the way only i thought tht my working ways were gud enough) u get bombed knowing that u have not even qualified the initial stage leave abt visiting the coll gate to get admission....

Now after all these things I finally resolve if not the best second best will do and as always I absolve this decion of mine by various factors of life whose blame lays entirely upon me and as always was the case I m grounded.

After this I had two choices, one was to take admission in the course for which I had secured an admission by some miracle of GOD's(even he must have thought why torture the poor souls who goes by the identity GARRETT's parents or who defines the identity which GARRETT has never been able to define for himself) or to sit for one year fooling everyone into thinking that I am gonna make up for the time somehow which I lost himself previously all my life. But no, GARRETT has other plans for himself of studying both and proving himself(his ego kicking him) and alas he proved himself by not getting even closer to the target he had set himself.

Thus starts my nightmarish life in the tiny, remote town called Thanjavur(not entirely true, but u see the Delhi effect comes in), which resembles to me like the MALGUDI of RK NARAYAN.....
Now my resolve making habbit stirs me up again and again the decision to prove myself wherever I am is made...But story is no differrent(the details are left for some other time)...

Now the question arises that when I m back to the silicon city after 9 long years will things change or better still will I try to make them change and this my friends is a million dollar question for me(Nope u ppl dont get anything answering this)

Signing off with hope in heart because hope is a gud thing to have and with Metallica's "Nothing Else Matters" in my ears!!!

Until next time