This post is inspired by the title given to one of the chit chats I was having with my friends while I am here in China and he is sitting all comfy in India.
For the unknown first the background. I had been planning to buy a laptop since the 5th semester of my graduate study. To go more into details, the thing was I had initially planned to get a desktop for myself so that i could do some programming and stuff (this is the original intended purpose of buying one by every engineering grad student in India, but it is mainly used to watch graphics of all kinds - games, movies etc. and generally never programming)But my dad had a better idea why not get a laptop. It will be less of a burden and it could sit at home once my grads were over because the PC at home was getting old and was just counting its days (it somehow managed to survive for two more years was a miracle btw). But then I had another brilliant flash of mind why not get two desktops one at home and another at college. It would cost the same as a single laptop and I could get better configurations at both the places. t so happened that I bought one for home but never got around to buying another one at college because in both the years my room mates had a desktop and my yearning for the laptop had gotten stronger after the initial relunctance. Anyways soon after my grads I joined the company for which I was campus selected. Have a small post about that. As I was not happy with the BU I was put into I again started pursuing my dream of finally owning a laptop and doing some wonderful programming stuff so that I could move away to development from testing. Many inquiries were made to know the least price for the best performing machines of different vendors so one could be chosen. But the newer technology just kept coming in and decision to buy one getting postponed. My friend had started ridculing me and had predicted that I will never be buying and owning any laptop. My owning a laptop bought by my own salary was as distant a dream for me as him getting a girl friend :-)
So I had by now given up all my yearnings for the laptop and anyways two of my room mates had it and another one a desktop, so a need was never felt in the coming months after that. Add to it that the project kept me involved (prior to me having these room mates (ones owning the laptops) or my room mate buying the desktop) with little time for something else (had forgone my habbit of reading too at that time). So I was all happy and not thinking of buying one until the next millenium, when my company presented me with an onsite opporyunity. Since I was the lone person from the team going and none for company with me in a foreign place my yearnings for laptop had returned. Thought that if no one in the alien land then atleas my laptop will give me company. Again made inquiries to get the least price for the best performing machines of different vendors so one could be chosen. But again none was bought. So here I sit in my office cubicle, typing away using the office PC, using the internet bandwidth allocated for better purposes writing the MUSINGS OF A LAPOTOPLESS IDIOT.
But you never know when the less can become more. Although the LAPTOPMORE term will be downright stupid.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Friday, February 02, 2007
Bus Stand se Airport tak
How to start the post thats the biggest hurdle I always face while blogging about anything...
Anyways a lots have been happening around me and since its two days since I got net connection in my room I hope to be regular around here... I have shifted to a new house now and its real good... had been living in a pigeon hole kinda house for the past few months since I joined and this house is at least double the size of the previous one... But the best part about the house I like is its proximity to the airport (many people's reaction to this would be are u nuts.... how can u live besides airport and be happy with the noise from planes driving u nuts wen u try to sleep or study for that matter).... but i like it here because airport is the only place in this city which is open 24*7 and i can go for tea or sutta(this thing hadn't been included in the draft version i wrote, but i think its high time that i stopped worrying about others and live the life my way) anytime in the night as i used to in the final year of college...
The life has changed a lot in the past 8 months since i passed out and i have changed myself too in many ways.... But a human being I think can't change himself come whatever may be the situation. He remains the same inside... and that does reflect at the talks I have at airport with the best pal of mine... thank god he lives close by ..
We still talk about the good looking babes that come to airport (this being one of the reason we go there and this was the thing that wouldn't have been possible at the thanjavur bus stand).... about our career paths... how confused I still am about me, my life my relations and what not.... I have made many good friends in the past 8 months, lost touch with so many of them, discussed many things with people who are just there (not total strangers, I won't be able to do that in this lifetime) that I would not have discussed with anybody in this world.... I still get excited about little things in life which give me pleasure and I still get offended at many little things.... I have changed I know, at least exteriorly but i have stopped giving myself the time I deserve , many things hogging my mind....
This post is going nowhere and I look very confused about what I want to write but I just want to write today to get everything out of my system... There is one thing in my life that I really can not face and that is rejection. In the past 4 days I have had two and from completely different spheres of life and it has shattered me too much... the confidence level is low... I have not been able to concentrate on my work and my life is going no where... The decisions I have taken has screwed up my life and I am running some three months late on my plans and since I am not doing anything life is getting screwed up all the more... I have to stop people taking advantage of me, my naivety, my generous nature... I high time I became different( I need to defy my own words that a person doesn't change because I want to... Its really tough for me to say no to people, almost next to impossible but I have to start doing it.... I think the two rejections I have had will influence my life in a very positive manner and I'll make sure that happens....
There is a new chapter opening up in my life... my first on site trip is beckoning me and since I would have nobody for company I can spend some quality time with myself, discuss the my life, my career, my relationships... because when it comes to real things that are close to my heart I can't talk about them with anybody else in the whole wide world... just me... at least I can give some time to myself to understand me....
One more thing is that I would be very regular with my blogs now... It is very good that i am writing today all these stuff... at least the thought process I would have devoted to the trivial matters in my life can be discussed here...
this post turned out to be entirely different then what I intended it to be and I am real glad that I have written down this stuff... anyways i don't want people to be judgmental on this and even if they are i have stopped caring... and if people read it or not I don't give a damn because this blog is for me and not for others.....
Anyways a lots have been happening around me and since its two days since I got net connection in my room I hope to be regular around here... I have shifted to a new house now and its real good... had been living in a pigeon hole kinda house for the past few months since I joined and this house is at least double the size of the previous one... But the best part about the house I like is its proximity to the airport (many people's reaction to this would be are u nuts.... how can u live besides airport and be happy with the noise from planes driving u nuts wen u try to sleep or study for that matter).... but i like it here because airport is the only place in this city which is open 24*7 and i can go for tea or sutta(this thing hadn't been included in the draft version i wrote, but i think its high time that i stopped worrying about others and live the life my way) anytime in the night as i used to in the final year of college...
The life has changed a lot in the past 8 months since i passed out and i have changed myself too in many ways.... But a human being I think can't change himself come whatever may be the situation. He remains the same inside... and that does reflect at the talks I have at airport with the best pal of mine... thank god he lives close by ..
We still talk about the good looking babes that come to airport (this being one of the reason we go there and this was the thing that wouldn't have been possible at the thanjavur bus stand).... about our career paths... how confused I still am about me, my life my relations and what not.... I have made many good friends in the past 8 months, lost touch with so many of them, discussed many things with people who are just there (not total strangers, I won't be able to do that in this lifetime) that I would not have discussed with anybody in this world.... I still get excited about little things in life which give me pleasure and I still get offended at many little things.... I have changed I know, at least exteriorly but i have stopped giving myself the time I deserve , many things hogging my mind....
This post is going nowhere and I look very confused about what I want to write but I just want to write today to get everything out of my system... There is one thing in my life that I really can not face and that is rejection. In the past 4 days I have had two and from completely different spheres of life and it has shattered me too much... the confidence level is low... I have not been able to concentrate on my work and my life is going no where... The decisions I have taken has screwed up my life and I am running some three months late on my plans and since I am not doing anything life is getting screwed up all the more... I have to stop people taking advantage of me, my naivety, my generous nature... I high time I became different( I need to defy my own words that a person doesn't change because I want to... Its really tough for me to say no to people, almost next to impossible but I have to start doing it.... I think the two rejections I have had will influence my life in a very positive manner and I'll make sure that happens....
There is a new chapter opening up in my life... my first on site trip is beckoning me and since I would have nobody for company I can spend some quality time with myself, discuss the my life, my career, my relationships... because when it comes to real things that are close to my heart I can't talk about them with anybody else in the whole wide world... just me... at least I can give some time to myself to understand me....
One more thing is that I would be very regular with my blogs now... It is very good that i am writing today all these stuff... at least the thought process I would have devoted to the trivial matters in my life can be discussed here...
this post turned out to be entirely different then what I intended it to be and I am real glad that I have written down this stuff... anyways i don't want people to be judgmental on this and even if they are i have stopped caring... and if people read it or not I don't give a damn because this blog is for me and not for others.....
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Exam midnight belongs to Midnight Club - II
Claimer/Disclaimer: This post has been waiting for a lot of time. Had been thinking of putting it up for quite some time and there's no reason for its delay because I have been sitting idle at home for past 15 days with no work at all and hogging all of my mom's laad... as his laadla had been back to home first time after earning (More on that in the next post maybe!!!!!)
And for the disclaimer u can read the previous post :)
So getting onto the post now.... Finally (Ppl will be seeing phew!!!)
Ok so in the final year after the escapades of our third year in coll (yeah all of us managed to pass)... We moved out of coll campus... took up our own residence in the city and bid the hostel and all its rules adieu... the place was great and i liked it instatntly (the story of finding it during our peak placement season i think i'll put on hold for now)
In the final sem our own dear HAG joined the bakchod apartments of ours as the next room neighbours (but it was kinda joined place for us 11)... So again started our new obsession with newer game... We had given up the gud ol midnight club coz of the disintegration of our grp in the final year location wise... HAG had given hostel life a chance for one more sem... Two or three of the side artists had shifted to apartments relatively far away from ours and also the game had been completed once during the end of our third year so our obsession had come down with the game....
Ok the newer game we chose to try our hands at was the fav gully game of Indian subcontinent which had been bought to the computer screen by EA SPORTS.... Cricket 2005. With the newer game came newer player in the group... there was VKT(the dept topper, but he had a very minor role.. kinda guest's guest appearence), our beloved BABA(his entire dealings will demand a new blog, me and VKT plan to do that sometime in the future), SHS (another dept topper... but he was involved with us). And the older(not in the sense of age) players involved were yours truly, HAG and GG (the guy with the name synonymous with the father of our nation and yeah u better read and comment).... and once I really missed out on one of my sessional exam because I was up all night playing the game for the first time in my life (In Munnabhai's language bole to mamu life main kuch na kuch kabhi to pahli baar hi hota hai)
Ok so now onto the game.... there were 6 of us but generally the 3 or 4 us played it at a time and no there was no multiplayer option... we used to take our turns with the batting with each one of us allowed to bat till the fall of two wickets which used to happen very quickly and the match nvr used to last till the allotted quota of 10 overs that we used to keep the match length and we did end up on the loosing side most of the time but what the heck.... wat we really enjoyed more was not the game and winning (well it wud hv helped had we won atleast those but we are used to seeing INDIA loosing always) but the constant fights about the turn whos gonna take the batting control next, to put the blame on the others for loosing the game, the GG's irritaion if we wanted to play and he wanted to study or watch a movie (it was his comp and his room btw) and the passion it used to arouse with every four or a six (its not a difficult game after some initial learning phase and whether it be a real game or a virtual one cricket does arouse passion in the Indian crowd generally)... we really used to be such a children back then and its not even a 8 month old story and I really loved it infact we all did.... the grp kind of broke of after the clg... two are in US... one in mumbai, one in chennai and myself in blore.... so 4get abt palying a game of Cric2005 we dont even get to meet each other and hang out... yaar i wish those days were back... with the carefree attitude tht even the exam were not able to deter... ghosh professional life does take out so many things out of yr life... anyways we ppl plan to meet next year at new year maybe and relive those golden days....
MAYBE!!!!!!!!!!
Adieu.... by GARRETT
ps: hey i got a DVD of Midnight Club-II from our very own HAG before he parted his ways with the country to US as a farewell gift from his side due to my previous post... thnx man 4 tht
And for the disclaimer u can read the previous post :)
So getting onto the post now.... Finally (Ppl will be seeing phew!!!)
Ok so in the final year after the escapades of our third year in coll (yeah all of us managed to pass)... We moved out of coll campus... took up our own residence in the city and bid the hostel and all its rules adieu... the place was great and i liked it instatntly (the story of finding it during our peak placement season i think i'll put on hold for now)
In the final sem our own dear HAG joined the bakchod apartments of ours as the next room neighbours (but it was kinda joined place for us 11)... So again started our new obsession with newer game... We had given up the gud ol midnight club coz of the disintegration of our grp in the final year location wise... HAG had given hostel life a chance for one more sem... Two or three of the side artists had shifted to apartments relatively far away from ours and also the game had been completed once during the end of our third year so our obsession had come down with the game....
Ok the newer game we chose to try our hands at was the fav gully game of Indian subcontinent which had been bought to the computer screen by EA SPORTS.... Cricket 2005. With the newer game came newer player in the group... there was VKT(the dept topper, but he had a very minor role.. kinda guest's guest appearence), our beloved BABA(his entire dealings will demand a new blog, me and VKT plan to do that sometime in the future), SHS (another dept topper... but he was involved with us). And the older(not in the sense of age) players involved were yours truly, HAG and GG (the guy with the name synonymous with the father of our nation and yeah u better read and comment).... and once I really missed out on one of my sessional exam because I was up all night playing the game for the first time in my life (In Munnabhai's language bole to mamu life main kuch na kuch kabhi to pahli baar hi hota hai)
Ok so now onto the game.... there were 6 of us but generally the 3 or 4 us played it at a time and no there was no multiplayer option... we used to take our turns with the batting with each one of us allowed to bat till the fall of two wickets which used to happen very quickly and the match nvr used to last till the allotted quota of 10 overs that we used to keep the match length and we did end up on the loosing side most of the time but what the heck.... wat we really enjoyed more was not the game and winning (well it wud hv helped had we won atleast those but we are used to seeing INDIA loosing always) but the constant fights about the turn whos gonna take the batting control next, to put the blame on the others for loosing the game, the GG's irritaion if we wanted to play and he wanted to study or watch a movie (it was his comp and his room btw) and the passion it used to arouse with every four or a six (its not a difficult game after some initial learning phase and whether it be a real game or a virtual one cricket does arouse passion in the Indian crowd generally)... we really used to be such a children back then and its not even a 8 month old story and I really loved it infact we all did.... the grp kind of broke of after the clg... two are in US... one in mumbai, one in chennai and myself in blore.... so 4get abt palying a game of Cric2005 we dont even get to meet each other and hang out... yaar i wish those days were back... with the carefree attitude tht even the exam were not able to deter... ghosh professional life does take out so many things out of yr life... anyways we ppl plan to meet next year at new year maybe and relive those golden days....
MAYBE!!!!!!!!!!
Adieu.... by GARRETT
ps: hey i got a DVD of Midnight Club-II from our very own HAG before he parted his ways with the country to US as a farewell gift from his side due to my previous post... thnx man 4 tht
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